Well its official now, he's said those words... Kayla Fell
I have no father, he died tonight.
There's nothing left but an empty bitter hole
Left for my tears to fill
Taking 1 step forward 10 steps back
Everyday is a struggle with the demons in my head
One father left years ago, the other only hours
I'm caught between a rock and a hard place
When will the pain and suffering end?
It doesn't leave when I sleep and it won't end when I wake
I'm exhausted and lost, dazed and confused
What did I do?
Who do I turn to?
The kids will be separated, Tanner rebelling
Absolutely helpless, what can i do?
Take them on and lose the love of my life?
Let them go and lose them for good?
Both options as shit as the other,
Fuck i hate their mother!
My eyes now burning, hands are shaking,
My body trembling and my voice is horse
Filled with this rage I can't contain
I supported you and did nothing but help!
You let me down and left but i gave you another chance
You let me down again but this time said im not your daughter
The man i looked up to and loved gone in an instant
Over taken with his own demons, i pray mine wont do the same...