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Moving on, trying something new... 5:01pm 16/06/20

Finally moving on. Getting my shit together and looking forward to moving on.

I have finally realised I don't need her! She ripped my heart out and stomped on it.

She abandoned me when I needed someone the most, she abandoned the kids after she swore she wouldn't.

I'm done, she's gone and I wish her the best but you do not screw with my babies.

She's out of my life and I couldn't be happier. I wasn't looking for anyone, just one night stands but now I don't know what's happening...

Am I falling again? Am I willing to take the chance again?

Its scaring the shit out of me honestly. But somehow it feels right. somehow it feels like everything will be ok.

Somehow he makes me feel safe, loved, like I'm the only girl in the world he sees or wants.

That's right guys, HE its super weird but he treats me like a queen.

we get into an argument and if he's in the wrong he apologises... I've never had someone do that before.

He makes sure I'm ok if I'm quiet, that I'm covered up if I pass out early. He cooks for me and cleans. Holds my hand in public and makes me blush without even trying.

Who knew I could open my heart so quickly and let someone in, even though I'm scared as hell he makes me feel like everything will finally be ok...

Can hope really be real? Lets find out!

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