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Conflicted... 9:58pm 06/05/18

What am I supposed to do now?

Always make me feel like you don't want me, I say how I feel and you go to sleep

I say I want some cuddles at night and you roll over

I say I want cute photos of us and you go delete them

I say I wanna snuggle and you do but for a whole two minutes

You always go to sleep and leave me feeling upset

You always go to sleep and leave me feeling unwanted

You always go to sleep and leave me with my tears

You always go to sleep and leave me wanting your affection

Every time I want affection its always in a stupid way

Why is it so hard to just give me cuddles and show me love?

You make me so sad sometimes I forget that with you I'm really the happiest I've ever been.

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