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Anger... 05/05/20 4:11pm

Do you ever just get enraged by a thought that then consumes you? Like it just rushes you, through your veins making your heart pound out of your chest. Your hands are shaking, jaw clenched and breathing deep and slow Then when your dark clouds come rolling in, the ones that will switch the feelings u have to thoughts of violence and harm

The stares become deepened and you loose yourself in a trance. Imagining the pain you can inflict on yourself is exhilarating

The warm drops of red your draw from your body gives you the adrenaline that clouds your judgement

The rush The numbness and bliss

Losing yourself to your illness is scary

What can you do to yourself and the battle you face on a daily basis Is enough to cave and let it take you but you have to keep fighting

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